Thursday, December 30, 2004

a long dark teatime...

And with that reference I take a sabatos… that is a hiatus. I realize it seems like and inordinately short time that I have been bl0061|\| period to be able to take said sabbatical, but the situations of life present themselves anew and leave me with few other options.

I 54LL return so have fear of that.

An now we must certainly deal with the pressures of what topic to leave? With the distance of what is coming looming ahead the srews are to us to make this certainly at least something that can, or MAY be discussed at leangth… so then. Perhaps a favorite poem?

Each Note (--Jelaluddin Balkhi)

“Advice doesn’t help lovers!
They’re not the kind of mountain stream
you can build a damn across.

An intellectual doesn’t know what the drunk is feeling!

Don’t try to figure
what those lost inside love
will do next!

… life freezes if it doesn’t get a taste of this almond cake.

The stars come up spinning
every night, bewildered in love.
They’d grow tired with that revolving, if they weren’t
(They’d say, ‘How long do we have to do this?’)

God picks up the reed-flute world and blows.
Each note is a need coming through one of us,
a passion, a longing pain.

Remember the lips
where the wind-breath originated,
and let you note be clear…”

How long and lasting do these words ring a thousands of years after they were written. How do our lives cry up and say “how long?” when we live, or try to live without that love of som3Thi|\|G?!?! Friends, romances, kittens… anything!

What then is purposeful without the wind sounding out our notes?

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Gesundheidt

Oh Archway cookies!

Fantastic delight of taste--

Tomorrow we diet.

Sunday, December 19, 2004

the weeping boy

Time magazine cover

"What weeping face is that looking from the window?
Why does it stream those sorrowful tears?
Is it for some burial place, vast and dry?
Is it to wet the soil of graves?"
--Walt Whitman


It's amazing. It's surreal. As if once wasn't enough. Like a movie-- just when you thought it wouldn't get worse, it suddenly does. I felt brought low when I first read this on the BBC news site. I imagined some huge panel being bought off with oil money, I thought, "How could someone conscientiously actually vote for this man to be man of the year?" I mean seriously folk whichever side of the line you stand on--MAN OF THE YEAR? That means that he stands in line with Martin Luther King! I was depressed. Could we still be so blind STILL? The "War" in Iraq stands at an all time low, yet this bungler still preaches that things are great. His staff has had a HUGE turnover, unprecedented in wartime for a secondterm president, and yet people insist on acting as if this is all business as usual, which only serves to make it just that.

Yes folks I was deeply saddened. Then I read what the line of award recipients really included... and then I laughed. Here's to the magazines ability to pick out the winners and great leaders of the past century!



Previous "Time" magazine "People of the Year" recipients include:

1938 - Mr. Adolf Hitler (this is one year before the start of WW II in Europe-Sept, 1939)

1939 and 1942 - Mr. Joseph Stalin (before he acquired Poland, Chechoslovakia, Hungary Romania and Bulgaria murdering millions; and encouraged Kim II to invade South Korea)

1979 - Mr. Ayotollah Khonmeini (published mere months before he declared the US to be a "Great Satan.")

1985 -Deng Xiaoping (three years before the massacre in Tianamen Square, helped create the Red Army)

Saturday, December 04, 2004

skurd

You know what scares me? FEBREEZE. What the heck is it? At the risk of sounding like some old curmudgeon sitting on a porch somewhere, waving my cane at the neighborhood... —the stuff scares me.

I mean come on. They say in the add that this stuff EATS ODORS. What the crud? What kind of thing consumes odors and then disappears?! Odors are created when a certain element has become “atomized” (as in an atomizer, not as in deconstructed into a base particle) and can be picked up by the olfactory hairs, etc. Now, as far as I know, there is still nothing that can defeat the 'conservation of matter' “law.” In that, you can’t take something and make it into nothing... So what the heck is really going on here Febreeze?!? WHERE ARE MY SMELLS GOING!?!

See what I mean? I mean this is frightening Area 51/Bush Conspiracy type of stuff... I'’m telling you beware the Febreeze!

Besides, I like my smells. What kind of world is this when if there is a smell in the air we SPRAY something to eliminate the odor? I mean . . . things smell for a reason. If you smell something rank in your house you damn well better just go and find out WHAT THE HELL IS MAKING THAT SMELL. I mean this is how bodies are discovered in shallow graves and so forth. I mean come on... who in their right mind says, “"Woooo! It smells like poop in here. Spray some Febreeze."” I mean, wouldn’t you or I say, “"Uh… Where is the poop?"” I mean really. WHERE IS IT?! I NEED my smells. They tell me things. There was a study from Purdue University that was all about how smell can unlock memories and thoughts that we are UNABLE to unlock any other way. You’re smells are important people! Don’t send them to smell hell or some bizzare oblivion in which they are transmorgraphied into something that tells you nothing of its origin.

You know what else really scares me? Apparently NO ONE ELSE has had this thought. Which, if true, is a feat in an of itself... But I digress. But it is true! Try and Google “'evil”' and “'Febreeze'” and you get NOTHING! Well I mean there are a few sites with the words evil and Febreeze in them, but that is just coincidence (if you have a million monkeys creating a million blogs… you will get Shakespeare... or sites that mention Febreeze and evil). So I guess I will be the first. EVIL FEBREEZE. There. Well cats and kitts, now you know!

By a strange irony while I have been typing this, by cause of one of this room’s other occupants, there has been an odorous interuptus fill the air... I think I’ll have to open a window...

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Giving thanks the bird

oh turkey... delicious turkey... how we love you.

The holiday is all about comfort i think. There is not the stress of presents and gift wrapping, there is not the comercial push of the holiday buying insanity. Simple food, football and pie... oh the pie. It's a holiday of comfort found that connects us to the feeling of security and family. A tie. When you change the holiday traditions there are ruptures because our sense of stability is shifted, we suffer a tiny mental earthquake in that bridge to our pleasent momories of our childhood.

I wonder how many people do the "i'm thankful" ritual around the dinner table. How may in a week forget how lucky they counted themselves. It's the same with any holiday i guess. We create a pocket of emotion for that one day as oposed to creating a time within the day that will remind us of the feeling of the holiday the rest of the year. We have the full gamit of emotion in a year of we could be in touch with them all the whole year long. Patriotism, thankfullness, joy, awe, resurection celebration, new beginings, old memories, remembrances of those passed away, and on and on and on.

Do we create these holidays in our traditions so that we will continue to have a place for those emotions? Is it more convenient to have them tucked away on their own days, as opposed to dealing with the emotions daily and year round?

So much of our holidays are driven by commerce (for instance the posting of Thanksgiving by Roosevelt in order to give christmas it's proper shopping time) it's nice to just ignore that and concentrate on the emotions that sometimes go overlooked.

I think i'm going to celebrate Christmas on the 6th of Jan instead of the 25th... The presents would be cheaper...

Monday, November 22, 2004

Might as well get to know it

by Charlie Reese

Now that our president has embedded us in the Middle East for an indefinite future, you might as well start trying to educate yourself about the area and its conflicts. As one can say about so many problems in this world, it all began with the British Empire.

When you look at a map of the Middle East, you are looking at a map drawn by two Europeans by the names of Sykes and Picot. This map represents the betrayal of the Arabs and the Kurds. Before this map was drawn, the area had been part of the Ottoman Empire. (That's Turkey, for those of you who hate history and geography.)

The British, with their usual perfidy, had promised everything to everybody. Help us overthrow the Turks, they said to the Arabs, and you can have an independent Arab nation afterward. Help us overthrow the Turks, they said to the Kurds, and you will get an independent Kurdistan. And for some reason historians still argue about, they also promised European Zionists that they (the Brits) would establish a Jewish homeland in Palestine. They betrayed them, too, because what they did was establish the Palestine mandate — or, in plain language, British occupation of Palestine.

Britain and France divided the Middle East between themselves, and this basic fact set off the conflicts we are still dealing with. The problem with establishing a Jewish state was that Arabs already occupied the area chosen. While they initially had no quarrel with Jews who wanted to immigrate to Palestine (the Israeli-Palestinian conflict has nothing to do with religion and never has), as soon as they figured out that European Jews were not coming to be Palestinians but to take their land away from them, the Arabs revolted. The British crushed this.

It wasn't too long, however, before Jews became impatient with British occupation and so, to drive out the British, did what Palestinians are doing today — used terror. Two of the premier Jewish terrorists — Menachem Begin, who led the Irgun, and Yitzhak Shamir, who led the Stern Gang — would later become prime ministers of Israel. It is the political parties these terrorists started that rule Israel today. Begin is famous for blowing up the King David Hotel, Shamir for reputedly ordering the assassination of Swedish diplomat Count Folke Bernadotte, who had been sent on a peace mission by the United Nations. Both of their groups joined forces to commit one of the most infamous massacres in history at the little village of Deir Yassin, where more than 200 men, women and children were slaughtered. Much of modern terrorist methods were pioneered by Begin. You should read his book "The Revolt."

Sometime in 1947, the British had had enough of Palestine and announced they were going to end the mandate the following year and dump the problem in the lap of the United Nations. The Zionists fiercely lobbied both Harry Truman and Joe Stalin. The deal was to get a vote to partition Palestine. The Jews would immediately proclaim the state of Israel, and, as preplanned, the United States and the Soviet Union would instantly recognize it. This was the first instance of the United States using a combination of threats and bribery to round up votes at the United Nations.

Jews and Palestinians were already fighting, and in the course of that fighting, the better-organized Zionists decided to expand beyond the boundaries set by the partition resolution and to do a little ethnic cleansing, since Arabs still outnumbered Jewish residents 2-1. Despite some volunteers coming in from other Arab countries, the Zionists had accomplished both goals by the cease-fire in 1948. In a 1967 war, the Zionists took the rest of Palestine, and Palestinians, who stubbornly insist on self-determination (once, but no longer, an American value), are fighting them the best way they can.

With the United States loading the Israelis down with both modern arms and billions of dollars, however, the Palestinians are having a hard time. This issue has made the United States hated in the region and the king of hypocrites because we have vetoed 35 U.N. resolutions to prevent the international community from giving any justice or help to the Palestinians.

Now, our president has included Palestinian organizations that are not international terrorists (Hamas, Islamic Jihad and Hezbollah) on our list of enemies. Originally, they were just aiming their attacks at Israel, but I suppose this might change since George Bush has become the puppet of the Israeli government.

Hang on to your hats, folks. You're in for a violent next 50 years or so.


© 2004 by King Features Syndicate, Inc.

Friday, November 19, 2004

seriously

no one has left a note about the guac recipe at the bottom?
You have to try it... no i mean it... try it.